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i completely over did it..AGAIN.

Friday, December 11, 2009

to me, being drunk is a loss of control. something i can’t deal with very well. i must have control over everything controllable in my life. even if i’m bad at it, i still have to be in control. i don’t know where this comes from..but it’s something i hope to overcome..or learn to control [...]

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I chose beer…

Friday, December 4, 2009

i chose beer tonight over seroquel..and i feel like shit. i don’t do the beer thing often, maybe once a month. but i always feel like crappola and i never learn.  i’m scared shitless to just take the seroquel like normal. the last time i did that i ended up hugging the toilet at the [...]

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