» drunk http://shesinamorata.com/in/mindeffed mind fucked: the life of a mentally ill individual Wed, 07 Apr 2010 02:36:12 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.0.1 i completely over did it..AGAIN. http://shesinamorata.com/in/mindeffed/2009/12/11/i-completely-over-did-it-again/ http://shesinamorata.com/in/mindeffed/2009/12/11/i-completely-over-did-it-again/#comments Fri, 11 Dec 2009 07:42:27 +0000 Andrea http://shesinamorata.com/in/mindeffed/?p=5 to me, being drunk is a loss of control. something i can’t deal with very well. i must have control over everything controllable in my life. even if i’m bad at it, i still have to be in control. i don’t know where this comes from..but it’s something i hope to overcome..or learn to control if you will.

on the other hand, this is the second time in 2 weeks i’ve been out drinking…i’m not usually a frequent drinker..does this have anything to do with mania..?

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